in the mood for anything...

suddenly i miss u...

    i dunno but i got this really weird dream about you & me together, on that dream we were able to talk and set aside our differences. it felt real at that moment that it sent shivers on my spine.

i am not thinking straight... i promised myself that i will not be thinking of you again and that i will not let you affect my feelings... damn this is hard! i thought i am making a great progress but everytime i feel like i've finally done so, something reminds me of you... i hate it... why does it feels like i'm being teased? why can't i avoid you? i am trying really hard to detach myself and yet i can't help it... i still miss u... i'm screwed
but of course i know it would take awhile before i can finally moved on... you became a part of my life and you were there on my most crucial days... i guess that's one of the reason why it's so hard to let go...
still i miss u... i wish u were here... someday i hope i can hang out with u again... damn i miss ur company