in the mood for anything...

what could be worse than death itself?

everyone's expecting him to die, deep down i know he's hasn't much time to live but a part of me just would not accept that he is dying. pretty sad though coz he's been a dear, and he's much a part of my myself. I reared him when he was just a pup, and i spent a lot of money for him, he's very special to me and to the rest of my family. it breaks my heart coz i really loved him... but just like anything, there's always an end, and his just came earlier.

he's a mixed bred by the way, an affinpinscher and god knows what other blood mix he's got on his system. i duwanna drown in sorrow, right now i'm looking for another dog, i still have igor-my ever loyal retriever/labrador.

sigh! i duwanna think!