in the mood for anything...

sleep escapes me... for some reasons i can't explain, my mind refuses to cooperate with my weary body... been driving myself to near exhaustion lately in the hope that i will eventually fall asleep but i am wrong, whenever my head touches my soft pillows, the magic disappears and i'll end up staring at the ceiling, surveying the minute details around and waiting for my eyelids to shut... it takes forever to shutdown the systems and i end up having only 2-3 hrs of hard-earned sleep... i dunno why i guess i have to try an alternative....